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I got a jobbbbb

I'm a barista at Starbucks now! It's something, at least. I need to help out with the bills, Beric and Thoros have been too good to me. I want to start pulling my own weight. I can work weekends and after school, and they said I'll probably get 30 hours a week if I do well. I just want to make like $200 a week. I think I'll give them $400 a month for rent, and then I've got my cell phone bill which is another $70. But that'll leave me $330 for food and chipping in for the other bills. More, if I can.

I owe him so much. He works his ass off and I know he hates his job and he still took me in when I had literally nothing but a bag of clothes, just to get me out of the shit situation I was in. Even when he knew I have a stupid little crush on him. I know I'm not going to... he's happy with what he has. Even if what he has just fell asleep on the couch (on top of my legs, which are starting to tingle) while waiting for him to get home from work.

I should do something special for them for Thanksgiving. Because I am really grateful for everything.

somethings just about to break

Sansa is a good girl. She doesn't deserve to be hurt. She's already had enough hurt.

I would rather he beat me, tie me down and hurt me until I bleed, until my bones break.  I hate that he knows my bleeding heart is the worst way to get through to me. He's hurt Theon because of me. But Sansa... never, not till today. God Ramsay, you could have just beat me, punished me, put me outside, naked with the hungry dogs, I don't care, I don't....

Just don't hurt her, don't make me watch you hurt her.

She's got bruises, so many bruises. I can still hear her scream, he locked me out of the room because I foolishly tried to stop him. My mouth's bleeding.

but she's so much worse off. And it's my fault.

hard shit :/

I've been talking to this girl online. I've never met her but we know some of the same people. She was friends with Ros and Willow on Facebook, that's how I found her.

I've never had such a hard time talking to someone in my life. She's one of Baelish's girls. I just... I know how much that sucks. I can still count my scars from it, when the Boltons put me away there while they were looking for the real Arya. I just... I dont know what to tell her. I don't know how to talk to her. I know I'm being monitored all the time and I know she is too. She seems so sweet though.

Maybe I should take her out for coffee sometime. Starbucks is still doing that 2-for-1 holiday drink thing. Lyr's a nice girl.

...she can do so much better.


Morgana and Dom told us they were expecting today at dinner. It was so awkward for a good thirty seconds while everyone was counting back the days. When did she last turn up to breakfast with Roose's bites on her neck instead of Dom's? Thank god Theon was there to completely ignore that and congratulate her while everyone else was sort of stunned and counting.
I don't think it really matters all that much. Dom says he's excited about being a dad, so he's going to be a dad. The kid will look like him either way.
Morgana is going to be such a good mother. She's got that way about her, you know? She's calm and she cares about things. She takes care of the things important to her. I think I'm going to start crosheting a blanket. And planning a baby shower because who else is going to do it?
I don't know if I was high on life or what, but I just
oh my goddddddddddd
I just kissed Sansa and I asked her if I could go down on her and she was all saucy as fuck and she was like 'no but i have an idea' and then oh my goddddddd I hit my head on the cabinet so hard, and I didn't even care. Oh god she wasn't even fantastic at it but she was gentle and responsive and oh my goddd. I just can't even put it into words and it was Sansa and she just smelled nice and felt nice and god I could just curl up in her hair and die happy.

And then I washed the kitchen counters because I had to make dinner but I was grinning like an idiot all while I was cooking and eugh.

Why do people need to piss Ramsay off???

I just. Eugh.
Her name is Faith and she KEEPS calling him by his mother's last name. And refers to him as a bastard. Eugh I just cringe every time I hear it and I know he's going to be cranky. She just goes out of her way to torment him because she doesn't like him, she thinks he's a bad person. He's not. She just isn't in the situation so she doesn't get it. I tried to explain to her that calling Ramsay those things his a bad idea but she just ignored me.
She doesn't seem like a bad lady, but I don't think she has any idea what happens to people like me and Theon when she pulls this stuff.

Wedding Night, M, Lucy Saxon/The Master

Title: Wedding Night
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Lucy Saxon/The Master
Word Count: 920
Summary:  Harry and Lucy Saxon's wedding night
Warnings/ Kinks: kissing, sex, first time, fairly vanilla

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The Solution

Title: The Soulution
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Fandral/Loki, Thor/Loki
Word Count: 1102
Summary:  Thor Kink Meme: Even with lots of fingering, Thor is too large for Loki to take, so Thor has Fandral fuck Loki until he's loose and relaxed, and then Thor takes him. The filthier the better. :)
Warnings/ Kinks: gay sex, threesome, enema, fluids


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Coulson/Hawkeye/Natasha wallpapers

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The Third, M, Coulson/Hawkeye/Natasha


Title: The Third
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Coulson/Hawkeye/Natasha Romanoff
Word Count: 2661
Summary:  Thor Kink Meme: a prompt asking for some nice relationshipy fluff. This fic talks about how they got together and how their relationship works.
Warnings/ Kinks: Kissing, threesome, not SUPER graphic sex.



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